Life in the Waiting Room

I feel so tired now. Mentally, physically and spiritually.

Each day, God-sent friends keep feeding me with the WORDS. Each day, I tried to keep running to Him. I could not understand how I stepped into this situation. Falling for the wrong person, likes the wrong person and cares for the wrong person.

I have set my own standard in relationship, that to one point being maintained and I stood by my principle - and sent a few, broken hearted and jeopardized friendship. Until this point. When so-called chemistry happened.

It is true when people say that your worst enemy is your own feeling - when it happens at the wrong time. It will become worst when it involves chemistry. And we are human.

Ah! I do not want to analyze the situation anymore.

I take it as my learning ground and shaping my character in Him.

A friend said, it is not about the problems and obstacles - but what He want is how we react to the situation.

I hope, when it is enough of my learning journey - I may found my true destiny. Home.

I am still in a waiting room, and its agonizingly uncomfortable at the moment.