Two days ago, I got two missed calls from my old flame which at first, when I tried to browse through the familiar number, I could not get trace of it (I deleted his number from my phones then) and yesterday I tried to return the call using my other phone. Hearing the familiar voice, I almost jumped off my chair. I quickly turned the phone off.
Why am I blogging about this now? Usually, I am a very private person when it comes to relationship. I dont feel the need to shout it to the world, not unless he is the one whom shall I marry and share my life with in the future.
As I write this entry, I am thinking of someone.
It is funny sometimes on how life takes it tolls. Why of all the guys, he is the one that I really like now?
1. He is a principle driven guy
2. He is smart and intelligent
3. He is such a gentleman and respects people
4. He is tall
5. He is unpredictable (yes, I like challenges)
6. He is a thinker
7. He is .... (This to be kept to myself)
8. He is .... (Ditto as above)
9. He likes ....
10. He ......
And as my previous guy, I could not be with him because :
1. He is .....
2. He is not ....
3. He.....
And for the first time, my heart almost been ruled by the feeling despite the three reasons as above, much to my own surprise.
For days and months (now) I keep on analyzing things from restrospects etc, but the ending is still the same.
I hope that 15 years later, we would still be the best of friends - as what I have with T now.
Babe, If you happens to read this : Just know one thing - You are special to me.
1 comment:
aiyo...don't think too much lah anakadi....say a prayer and if it is God's willing, nothing will separate u...
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