We were sitting in a car, searching for place to have lunch and we were talking about current issues and some craps when I mentioned to my friend that I gained all the informations from the blogs that I read daily. She then gave me this "what-the-heck.." look. With my busy and running around schedule, she couldnt believe that I have my time in a day to read other people's rant and ramblings online which she think is only for those who have much time to spend.
Well, I do read blogs. I read Kenny Sia, I read Lim Kit Siang, I read Lydia Teh, I read Marina Mahathir and many more.. which I found rather interesting and informative about what is going on and new things in town. From a plates of good food, good movie, new cool fashions, new gadgets, government, oppositions, travel journal, happening place etc.. It's all there, without flipping through magazines.
Now you know why I read blogs.
Secondly, I do write blogs. But not to the knowledge of close friends of mine.
I began to write blogs few years back, after losing one of the dearest person in my life. It meant to be my online journal serving as the sanctuary of releasing my pain, loss and heartache of losing him. I then, did not link myself to any blogger as I want to keep it as private as it can (I know its online journal, meant for everybody to read) but of late I found that a number of people visit my blog regularly.. And some of whom I dont even know!
Maybe, I'll keep on posting until I decided to be on hiatus, for good.
I still miss him. The void-ness that he left, is un-replaceable.
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SMT- I too felt the voidness that my dearest mom left and it took me almost 6yrs to get over it. Baru baru ni baru ui rasa terbuka and start to appreciate what is around me. Time will heal...
Dear S.M.T,
Its true that blogs provide us with all this informations(and shit). And its fun reading them. About places that we never been, whats happening around us, whereabouts our friends and whats inside their head (know how wacko they are).. etc
Sorry if you felt that we invade your privacy by reading your blog. There ain't many LB bloggers out there and reading yours is my best alternatives.
Keeping a blog is the beast mean of staying in-touch with friends that we hardly see, friends that we hardly have time to hangout with.. friends thats far far away.. Hope you keep up blogging.
I miss my late sis Jenn too.. she's my best friend. And sometimes, my heart ache soo much.. I cannot help asking myself the two words "WHAT IF".. and wonder where she would have be if she's still with us...its been 10 years..it never heal completely. It never will...
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