"Do you know that Uncle Judson and your dad have a very special brotherly bond?" I asked my nephew on our way to send him off to KL Sentral few days ago. "I've never seen such a special bond between brothers in my life... "
Yes, indeed they really care about each other, apart from us, the sisters. Over the years, I could see how they cling to each other and how protective they are towards each other. M really has a special place in Judson's heart, for this I know. Because he is his only brother and they have grown up together. Despite their difference in character and personalities, they really fit each other's life perfectly well.
I have seen it before my eyes as they confide to each other about whatever decision they need to take and any problem that they faced. Each day, they never stop ringing each other to spill some news and sharing ideas. Nothing on earth could break the special bond until this same day, two years ago.
Today, I could see how vacant the space it. Not only in my heart, but in M's life as well. At times, I really long to call him like before, listening to his soft chuckle, hearing him say, "Apa macam?" and oh! his jovial laugh when I say I just ring him because I miss him.
I long to see his name appear on my phone screen out of the blue, as listening to his voice at the other end, asking me how am I doing. I long to hear him sharing news about his children whom he really adored and cared.
God knows how much I missed and love him.
Doc, those flowers are for you. Again, I missed you so much and I love you so much as no words can express it.
7 comments:
Dear Saran,
That's a lovely entry. I remembered that time when I heard the news, I shed tears without any particular reason. He is a person, who touched many hearts...mine included. even when we have no family connection (maybe long distance connection that I never know of).. still we feel sad about it. I could never say I understand, but I do know its hard for you, especially being soo close with him and his brother. I pray that, God bring happiness back in his brother life, and yours. Know that he is with Him in Joy and Happiness... Thank you Doc for all that you did.
Musa,
He is my eldest brother. I remembered well, one time during New Year Celebration, he was invited to join SIB Pengalih for the celebration and we sisters tag along to join the celebration. He seems to know everybody in Pengalih and I could see how comfortable he is mingling around at that time as most of them are our relative as well. After some special presentation from his team, he said to the audience, with radiant smile on his face.. "Next year, please do invite us again..." That's when I know how much Pengalih folks meant to him. He love you all.
Thanks.
-S.M.T-
Gosh.. I must had shake hands with you.. I was back than for christmas.. I went up to the pastor house to get car key from my dad.. and being the way I know he is.. he introduce me to everyone.. so ashmed lah.. anyway.. It was my first time meeting your brother.. I wish I had more time to get to know him.. I know my kpg is open for you guys.. hey, why not come for christmas next time. just asked for the Awang new house..(hope install the electricity by than) we serve cool sparking water...good for the body
Munga..
There's no words that could soothe us and that would take away all the pain of loosing someone..and nothing could replace it...but the only thing that I would want you to know that we are still praying for your family especially for ipu tagal and ipu amu...You just hang in there...love you & a "BIG HUGS" from me....len
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