Something Wrong with my Goldfish

I could sense something wrong, very wrong.

I was having brunch with few church members at the coffee house nearby when we discussed about the issue. It has been there for quite sometimes just like a volcano on the verge of eruption.

The ministry has been my goldfish. And for years, I could sense that something is wrong with the ministry. Could It be my lack of commitment, Lord?

Then last Sunday, bigger picture came into my senses. It is all about the leadership. Unspiritual and more human driven. God has been set aside.

I dont feel peace at the thought, but for now, I will just sit back and still. I want to hear God. I want to listen to the Holy Spirit.