Good Bye Cousin Alice

Caption : Alice (second from left) with my sisters and rest of my cousins. Taken during Jul's & Jemi's wedding in July last year.

I thought, being used and prepared for the worst, I'll be alright. But as I prepared myself to sleep last night, silently, my tears dropped on the pillow.

Yes, I have lost someone dear to me again yesterday. Just few hours after I wrote my updated post, including her. She is my first cousin, Alice.

Everytime I go to Kuching, I always visit her house and I love sitting at the backyard amidst the lush landscape she is keeping as she loves decorating house (it runs in our big family). We will sit there, chatting away things that happen in the family and never miss teasing my single-dom.

Like me, she loves fashion and shoes.

Although we did not get to see each other often, I know that I am going to miss her. I miss her graceful laughter. I miss it when she will call me out of the blue asking , if there's any 'rumput yang bergoyang' (immitating this Indonesian Songs that I used to hear in Steve's car). I miss her presence during our huge family gathering.

Good bye Cousin Alice. We will meet again, in a better place with Jesus!

I love you.