He IS dealing with me AND i will sing

I dont know what to say, I dont know whats going on. The feeling is numb and void. Excruciatingly painful, beyond imagination has deprived me of speaking of it with words.

But, looking around me, I am blessed beyond measure. Too many good things happen though the path is rocky. Thats when I know that God is dealing with me.

This is inspiring song by Don Moen which is playing on my loop right now, seemingly to understand my circumstances.

and I hope you are inspired and blessed too:

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Lord You seem so far away

A million miles or more it feels today

And though I havent lost my faith

I must confest right now

That it's hard for me to pray

And I dont know what to say

And I dont know where to start

But as You give the grace

With all that's in my heart

I will sing

I will praise

Even in my darkest hour

Through the sorrow and the pain

I will sing

I will praise

Lift my hands to honor You

Because Your word is true

I will sing

Lord it's hard for me to see

All the thoughts and plans

You have for me

But I will put my trust in You

Knowing that you died to set me free

But I dont know what to say

And I dont know where to start

But as You give te grace

With all that's in my heart

Yes, He is dealing with me right now.